Lyrics Scared - MainCiaga , OakBaby TBD

You know what I'm sayin', I come from a place where
Not too many kids make it past the age of 18
Cause they, they stuck in the streets
Tryna get money and shit
So I'm tryna let em know that
They always got a choice
You know what I'm sayin'

Late night phone calls get me scared
Thinkin' that someone died
I've lost so many of my brothers
It's got me traumatized
I've had dreams and nightmares
Bout catchin' homicides
They don't get me
Where I come from, boy it's do or die

Live check a check
Cant go in debt cause they gon' lose respect
At a young age tryna get paid
I'm jumpin' off that deck
Cause niggas savages
They get the tecs and shoot for necks
So sell my shit, glock and my hip
Cause I can't go out next

And on this road ahead of me
Lord, I wanna say a prayer for my enemies
Cause I'ma make it out
And that's a fact and it ain't nothin' gon' stop me
They can send an army, send a copy
But they not gon' drop me

B Swervo hit my line, said we should drop the beef
Said it's too many black men dyin'
Bodies in the streets
I heeded that, took it in but it was hard for me
Forgive or don't forget
That's something my momma taught to me

God, I'm prayin' that you keep me on the right path
Cause fast money can also take your life fast
I don't got that many options left in front of me
So its make it with this music shit or die to me

Streets say I'm Minnesota's Durk
That's how I know I got the voice
So I make sure to tell the children that
They always got a choice
Put down that glock, pick up a passion
Put your soul in it
Make sure you make them feel you child
Cause your soul different

When Gio died, I lost my mind
I went through hell and back
I was tryna slide, picked up a gat
Screamin' out where they at
I thank God every day that the police got him first
Could've been so much more bloodshed
Would've ended so much worse

To this day, that situation don't make sense to me
Why take a kid who made sure
That he wasn't in the streets
He was a good kid
He made sure he kept his mind in his work
He was mindin' his business
Went to the store for a shirt

Late night phone calls get me scared
Thinkin' that someone died
I've lost so many of my brothers
It's got me traumatized
I've had dreams and nightmares
About catchin' homicides
They don't get me
Where I come from, boy, it's do or die

I lost my mind when Karrar died
Numb the pain, I don't cry
All these drugs I put inside
Even if it's not prescribed
Like I was streamin' with Kilo
Think my past makes me twitch
Most my niggas trap real hard
Thats the way we gettin' rich
We would do some crazy things
Just to get up, be a mess
Rough riders, we was kids
We looked up to DMX
I know and its sad
How much people first gotta die
I couldn't cry cause we been numb to the homicide
Know was people named Lucas
But they turned to informant
Broke OTR hit the lick
Feds got a search warrant
Give no shorty no validation
Bitch, you ain't that important
You'd be surprised
How much people that I know got deported

Gon' disappear, change my name to D.B. Cooper
We been shot at, but still survived
Our lifestyle's like a trooper
Bro sellin' dope like he El Chapo
But before was a hooper
He learned his jumper in the gym
In the streets he a shooter
It's real tough

Late night phone calls get me scared
Thinkin' that someone died
I've lost so many of my brothers
It's got me traumatized
I've had dreams and nightmares
About catchin' homicides
They don't get me
Where I come from, boy, it's do or die

Late night phone calls get me scared
Thinkin' that someone died
I've lost so many of my brothers
It's got me traumatized
I've had dreams and nightmares
About catchin' homicides
They don't get me
Where I come from, boy, it's do or die