Lyrics Euphoria - Oculo

So tell me what I've gotta do to make it all good
Said I could reach out, I don't know if I should
Haven't known myself in a while, tough luck
Looking for the old me, but I feel stuck
Life is moving fast when it used to go slow
Been asleep for years, missing time, I know
Face against the window looking to the outside
Watch it pass by, hit the lights, pull the blinds

Pull the blinds, I don't want to see
Trap myself inside in a fantasy
Feels like every day I lose another part of me
Staring at the ceiling and I can't breathe
I wish that I could figure out the loneliness
Heading out to a party, I'm lonely there instead
Spending time with other people only makes it worse
Because I see the walls between us and it fucking hurts
I don't know what I'm looking for, don't know what I want
Always searching, up all night until I see the sun
Random house I'm on the couch, looking at the ceiling
Bring a stranger home I think I'm numb, I'm never feeling
I know I'm not alone, but I feel isolation
Wore a mask before COVID and felt my own mutation
Tell myself that tomorrow will be a better day
Cause really I don't know how long I can go on this way

So tell me what I've gotta do to make it all good
Said I could reach out, I don't know if I should
Haven't known myself in a while, tough luck
Looking for the old me, but I feel stuck
Life is moving fast when it used to go slow
Been asleep for years, missing time, I know
Face against the window looking to the outside
Watch it pass by, hit the lights, pull the blinds