Lyrics self therapy - Og777x

It is a good life we live, brother
Best, never change
And may it never change us

Ayy, I thought I had a grip on my mind
I never thought that I would lose control
Ayy, can't believe it, yeah, my niggas picked they side
So I just had to do it by my own (By my own)
Ayy, Cam left me with a heavy heart
I was young and lost my friend, days were dark
Ayy, I told myself I'm never gon' give up
I told myself I'm gonna take this far
Ayy, it's a fast life, but it's a slow death
You ain't gotta remind that I got problems, yeah, I know that
Yeah, I had to leave 'em all behind
I know I'm a villain in disguise
Ayy, ayy, everything I did was for the fans
When I'm high, I'm hoping I don't land
Came in the game without a plan, ayy
Now I'm in it, déjà vu, oh, not again, ayy
I don't panic, like a noose, I'm finna hang, ayy
I put diamonds on my bitch, I'm Johnny Dang
I'm a lover boy, sweetheart, you no shame
I don't care who you dating, bitch, put it on my face
Ayy, uh, ayy, this shit is like therapy
Talkin' to the mic 'cause my niggas, they ain't hearin' me
Guess I'm really getting money, barely check the tags
I never believed that I had fans
'Til they recognized me in the fuckin' mall
So I told myself I'll use it in a bar
Ayy, daddy issues, yeah, my dad was tryna raise himself
But I came out of the shell and I live for real
Ayy, uh, lost my granny, I couldn't even talk about it
Family feuds, ayy, that shit made me violent
I was controlling all my niggas, saying I'm guiding them
Whoever died today, wish I could fly with them
Ayy, I told them my dreams, they said I'm crazy
Now they just cheer me on like, "Oh, congratulations"
So much money, uh, comin' from above
God must be sending down his angels, look, ayy
Ayy, I don't really care about the industry
My niggas were never really there for me
I swear to God I figured the way out of this motherfuckin' shit
Now they tryna come up and con the shit