Lyrics dirt - Ohxzy , hiraeth

Face down in the dirt I see your eyes are clear
I tried wouldn't mind if you don't want me here
God damn I feel abused now I'm so insecure
Oh god I've been alone for just another year

The truth is it don't get better where we are
Look into my eyes and realise i'm fucking scarred
I be having daydreams about writing off this car
As we watched the moon, we didn't get to see the stars
Now to me you be a stranger
My heart feel like a crater
Nah, i'm not in danger
Thinking i'm the danger
The truth is I hope I haunt you, I'm going ghost
Now I'm living homeless but it's time for me I'm going home

Like, do you love me still?
If you really love me then I'm waiting by the window sill
I just wanna take my pills
And you don't want me but you want no one to have me
You say you wish the best but it don't seem you want me happy
You really said you'd fight for us
Then why the fuck we both alone?
You don't see me giving up because I know this what I want
But you don't want me
And now I gotta live with that
Target on my back and i'm the one that you can fire at

Face down in the dirt I see your eyes are clear
I tried wouldn't mind if you don't want me here
God damn I feel abused now i'm so insecure
Oh god I've been alone for just another year

I love you and I hate you at the same time
I heard you still in love through the grapevine
And if you need a heart then you can take mine
My head's a prison and it seems i'm gunna face time
Cause I had love up in me I ain't got no love left
You ripped my heart out my chest now i'm heartless
I still love you, but it's in past tense
How you gunna say you love me then you go and leave? Like that don't make sense

Face down in the dirt I see your eyes are clear
I tried wouldn't mind if you don't want me here