Lyrics Transparent - Our Mirage

My head is empty but it's full with useless things
It feels like it's someone else who's pulling on my strings
How can I fight this war when I'm about to lose control?
This barren anguish are the struggles of my soul
So insecure and here is all that I am
Oh god what's the point of this, I'll never understand
My mind is raging
But my heart is feeling calmly like before
Now I hear the voices call my name
I'm slowly fading
You can see my heart right through the skin and all my bones
I'm trapped in a puppet shell, so I'm still on my own
(So I'm still on my own)
I am so curious what my life could've been
I need a helping hand before I can't even left??????
It feels like a curse and it will break all bones
But I'll survive somehow 'cause my heart is made of stone
Everything is different to what it used to be
Why suffer every day? At least you break from
My mind is raging
But my heart is beating calmly like before
Now I hear the voices call my name
I'm slowly fading
Who can see my heart drive through the skin in all my bones?
I'm trapped in a puppet show, so I'm still on my own
(So I'm still on my own)
But it's hard in my heart to survive this part
Enlighten us all and cave in my thoughts
But it's hard in my heart to survive this part
Enlighten us all and cave in my thoughts
My mind is raging
But my heart is beating calmly like before
Now I hear the voices call my name
I'm slowly fading
Who can see my heart drive through the skin in all my bones?
I'm trapped in a puppet show, so I'm still on my own
(So I'm still on my own)
How can I fight this war and I'm about to lose control
This barren anguish are the struggles of my soul