Lyrics Dead For Days - Owen

This is where the cop said his head hit
He′d been dead for days
Eighteen hours away
I didn't see him, but Tim did
That part hadn′t changed
Since we were kids

Now, I've got friends that don't know me
A wife that′s disowned me
You in concept only to miss
And I′ve been sober
For over two weeks

The only thing I learned from that man
Is I'd rather be estranged than next of kin

This is where my rock bottom is
It′s a short fall from grace
Such a tiny stage
I can't believe the lies that my mouth spit
I can′t believe she stayed
As long as she did

I'm so over being sober
The needs are in me, not the drink

I′m riding a fine line
An accidental overdose or suicide
Tell my mom she was right all along
Tell my kids this is where my head hit

This is what a mind in flux looks like
I ain't got a bed to rest my head

And this is how I hide
From a guilt that won't subside
I ain′t got a good reason
For leaving