Lyrics Happy With Myself - Philip Bowen

Back in the day I used to sit and count my problems
Never could be happy with my health
And I feel like I've been trying for so long that I
I just really wanna be
Happy with myself

It's almost like I'm digging my own grave now
It's not like me I must have switched with someone else
I always thought that it was the strength and not the struggle
But it takes more than that to be
Happy with myself

You know, I've never cried so hard that I can't stop and smile a little
I've never been so sad and scared, that I can't breathe
But I can't seem to break this chain, and I know it's killing me
I just want to lose it all, so I can be, finally, happy with myself

Sometimes I feel like I am drowning in my self
Doubt. It's sad I know but
I am trying to get better, slowly, slowly
I can be happy

You know, I've never cried so hard that I can't stop and smile a little
I've never been so sad and scared, that I can't breathe
But I can't seem to break this chain, and I know it's killing me
I just want to lose it all, so I can be, finally, happy with myself

I can't wait to break this chain, so I can finally be free
Lose the most to gain it all, hopefully
And be happy with myself