Lyrics Aerosol - Phreyla

Relapse molly lately I don't really give a fuck
Wearing long sleeves to cover up the cuts
If I can't have her I don't want anyone
I ain't getting no sleep every night I'm staying up
Yeah my hearts in debt baby girl I wanna pay it off
I'm not ok but it don't matter ima shake it off
Ima try to play it off
But I'm not okay at all
I burned my bridges put the lighter to the aerosol
Tryna fix everything but she's stuck on how we left off
And I regret it
Why did I end it
When that shit hit my heart swear it felt like a cannonball
I tried to text her
But she left me on read again

Burn me treat me like ashes
Pop 4 pills now I'm laying in the attic
Blacked out fuck it I don't remember what happened
Woke up in a dream I was laying with a bad bitch
Ugh
And then I woke up
Realized it's been a couple months since it was over
Cuts on my thighs I do this shit till it don't hurt
Idk bout u but I can't stay sober

Relapse molly lately I don't really give a fuck
Wearing long sleeves to cover up the cuts
If i can't have her I don't want anyone
I ain't getting no sleep every night I'm staying up
Yea my hearts in debt baby girl I wanna pay it off
I'm not ok but it don't matter ima shake it off
Ima try to play it off
But I'm not ok at all
I burned my bridges put the lighter to the aerosol

Got bruises
On me
Hurting I'm just looking for some molly
If u see my ex around tell her to call me
Tricked me bo two I was waiting in the lobby
No love yea she told me ima addict
Said that it's the new year an I'm not gon make it past it
Always needed help but I never liked asking
Bet that she won't show up even when I'm in a casket

Relapse molly lately I don't really give a fuck
Wearing long sleeves to cover up the cuts
If I can't have her I don't want anyone
I ain't getting no sleep every night I'm staying up
Yeah my hearts in debt baby girl I wanna pay it off
I'm not ok but it don't matter ima shake it off
Ima try to play it off
But I'm not okay at all
I burned my bridges put the lighter to the aerosol
Tryna fix everything but she's stuck on how we left off
And I regret it
Why did I end it
When that shit hit my heart swear it felt like a cannonball
I tried to text her
But she left me on read again