Lyrics Reality - Phyzic

Its kinda hard to know my life when you don′t know my circumstances
I been a part of many jobs just to make some good finances
So don't step to me and say I don′t know how to hustle
I might say I did it just to keep my ass up outta trouble
But a youngin still adapted to the streets
I think it turned me to a man and surely that forever changed me
Eighteen years old I finally had a reputation
People got to know me so I never had to answer questions
But others saw it different and gave stupid allegations
But I'm the type a youngin who won't give into that satisfaction
You say I changed nah I just grew up
I learned all my lessons from all the times that I screwed up
It feels good to know when my judgements always pay off
Now I sometimes find myself drinking when I get that weight off
Life is just so funny with the courses that it takes
But right now I in control and I got my road to pave

Why do I feel like every ting been gettin to me
Why do I feel like people ain been loyal to me
I been goin for so long that I never stop to think
I been watching how I move reason I refuse to blink
Why do I feel like every ting been gettin to me
Why do I feel like people ain been loyal to me
I been goin for so long that I never stop to think
I been watching how I move reason I refuse to blink

Every night I go to the sleep I always ask myself
What′s really gonna happen when there′s no one left
I took my flight up here to cali now I on my own
Forcing my entire being to go and explore the unknown
I got the phone bill to pay and it falls on me
I gotta new way of living and it falls on me
I got into a situation that now has me paranoid
This the same type a shit that I wish I could avoid
Its hard when I feel I goin through depression
Yet some people tell me that its all in my mind
Forget fairytales I givin true confessions
Maybe this was the true way I was designed
I been a humble nigga I been there for many homies
It's just funny how they changed and now they act like they don′t know me
I feel a part of me has given up so mother fuck a friendship
I just keep my hands close and watch who I be with

Why do I feel like every ting been gettin to me
Why do I feel like people ain been loyal to me
I been goin for so long that I never stop to think
I been watching how I move reason I refuse to blink
Why do I feel like every ting been gettin to me
Why do I feel like people ain been loyal to me
I been goin for so long that I never stop to think
I been watching how I move reason I refuse to blink