Lyrics RQ - Pink Nois

Tell God right as soon as I see em′
Skip heaven, point me to the arena
Just me versus all of my demons
What's the point of life if I can′t beat em'
If I stray too far away, imma feed em'
All these lions in the coliseum
I know I gotta get it right with Jesus
Need more time with this life I′m leading
The greatest lives are filled with conflict
Trapped in this truth just like a convict
Always need struggle for the context
If you ain′t got a story, how you say you accomplished
Maybe I just see it for what it is
Was made aware back when I was a kid
But then again, I really don't know shit
After all, I′m just a liar and I'm toxic

Hardly wore that necklace you gave to me
Guilty, I just couldn′t match your bravery
No amount of Rose Quartz was saving me
How did I ever expect my space to be
Healthy for you
Didn't even take the time to pay all my dues
You say I′ll take everything you taught to the new
But if you want the truth
Everything you proved
I already knew

I bet you wondered why
I never wrote a song about you
It's cuz I compose
Requiems for realities lost
And like a Phoenix, you will rise
Embrace the sky around
You
Have wings to fly
I'll just stay here without
You

The deaths of countless worlds
And possibilities
Weighs heavy on my soul
I killed them all
I killed them all
The endless ebb and flow
Of life that grows
From out the very mouth of God
I end it all
I end it all