Lyrics GROWTH, Pt. 2 - Pio Santino

I remember 2 years ago
Big smiles runnin on an empty road
I admit shit was chaos but it felt like home
Those memories still leavin wounds on my soul
I aint gone
But to my friends i am
Think im dead but i guess its true
Stuck in my room till all i see is fumes
Empty head

Yall want me to rap about growth
Here you go
Fuckin hated everyone
They hated on my music
But releasing that was the first time i opened up my feelings
I wear my heart on my sleeve
My pain in my lyrics
Went through a lot of girls
I didnt find what i wanted
Numbed with a lot of drugs
Still came out crying and empty handed
Got a lot of foes so i acted tough
But its no love lost
I guess i just had to pay the cost
One Two Four 2020
Almost fuckin ended
But i didn't so i guess all i had left
Was reflected
Through my experiences
So there you go
I just hope my growth is worth
Cuz im too young to know
Cuz fuck the world
And thats just how it goes
Seeing through a third eye vision indigo
One thing's for certain two things for sho
Like a plant ima continue to grow
Thats just how it goes

And thats just what it is
Take in fact im only a kid
So i know ion know shit
Possibly might look back at this and cringe
But i know future me is improved
Kid with nun to lose
I am the future i aint got nun to prove
If its fuck me then its fuck you
Fuck all the soft shit im on top
Writin poetry is my job
Black leather coat with the black jeans
Gettin the cream
Livin the dream
Chillin w my queen
Killin this shit like a tarantino scene
I mean like some of yall cringe
I mean like homie we get it
Ima above all that petty shit like
Homie we made it
I spoil myself like im born like jaden
Look i just hope yall understand me man
Im talkin my shit cuz i havent done it in days
I remember the days i used to cry
Now i wake up feeling like im that guy
And thats growth

Honestly, because just the other day
I was broken and alone
Now i got better with less people callin up my phone
No more overwhelming shit
No more overwhelming shit
I stick to my close friends
I dont feel no pressure
Im takin shit in my own time
No problems in the world cuz i know its mine

I dont feel no pressure
Im takin shit in my own time
No problems in the world cuz i know its mine

I dont feel no pressure
Im takin shit in my own time
No problems in the world cuz i know its mine

Last night i talked to my old self
One, never impress anybody
Two, never run away from issues
Three, cant have a better future if the past haunts
Four, allow low times
Five, be open bout feelings
Six, be you no matter what
Seven, never lose yourself
Eight, always reflect
Nine, balance heart and mind
10, have confidence
Eleven, be careful who u with
Most importantly always know your worth
Love, you