Lyrics I Promise, I'm Lying - Pollyanna

Maybe I'm a little selfish for feeling like this
Don't hang up, I don't give a shit for what you have to go and do now
I won't lie, it kinda makes me wanna die when you see your friends instead
Just go ahead, and I'll pretend like I have plenty other things to do

I'm not gonna tell you, when to talk to me I'll be waiting
For you to just come home, I promise I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
I'll see all your friends posts, it's all of you having fun without me
Just when I now decompose, but baby I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot

Listen I'm not, all that attached
You've got me wrong, I'm not all that sad
I take it back, about what I said before
Just call me later, I'll be busy anyway

I'm not gonna tell you, when to talk to me I'll be waiting
For you to just come home, I promise I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
I'll see all your friends posts, it's all of you having fun without me
Just when I now decompose, but baby I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
I promise I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
I'm really not that crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
But baby I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot

And so I'm told, that I can't feel like this I shouldn't feel jealous
And I don't want, to be that crazy girlfriend we all hate but
I'm so done lying, your friends are denying
That I can be too much just too much to call
Sometimes I get crazy but I have to face it
Who am I fooling?
Girl we both know the truth

I'm not gonna tell you, when to talk to me I'll be waiting
For you to just come home, maybe cause I'm crazy but I'm done lying to myself
I'll see that you're having fun
And I'll be sitting home wondering when you'll finally call me
Just when I now decompose, but baby I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
(Come and save me baby)
I promise I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
(Baby come and save me)
But baby I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
I promise I'm not crazy I'm a little in a rough spot
Maybe I'm just crazy but it's cause I love you so much
Maybe I'm just crazy but it's cause I miss you so much