Lyrics Can't Sleep - LiL Lotus , Poppy Tears

People will make it seem as though
Because you are by yourself
And because you are not around people and don't have a lot of friends
That there must be something weird
Or must be something creepy going on with you.
But I am here to tell you
That each and everyone of you that
Is viewing this video message right now
"Once you are alone, you are here to grow."

Fk your expectations girl
You know I will leave you waiting girl
And I can't fking sleep in this cold world
They ask you to say that I know her
I know her, I know her
You've been counting all the words and it still fking hurts
You never fking learn
I know her,
You've been counting all her words and it still fking hurts
No you never fking learn

Do I love you?
I lose my head when I'm around you
I hate myself, yeah girl, it's not you
But I don't wanna die to know without you
Without you

I see your face now in my sleep at night
Sleep at night
I swear there's [?]
I can make this right
I slit my wrists and keep my eyes closed tight
Eyes closed tight
I slit my wrists and keep my eyes closed tight
Eyes closed tight
Eyes closed tight
Eyes closed tight

As I go on in life, I realize that, the more that I stay alive
Alone and by myself
(Eyes closed tight)
I begin to see that a lot of times
Being lonely is the way to go