Lyrics Looking for a Light That Doesn't Fade - Poppy Tears , Lil Happy Lil Sad

I been looking for a light that doesn't fade
I been cooling in the night with my blade

She asked me what I'm doing said I'm tryna hold the weight
I said I'm here now but she said its too late
All the fucking time that I went and put to waste
Never knew it happened no I never left a trace

Cause it's all gotta change one day
But for now it stays the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
And numbing out the aches

Cause it's all gotta change one day
But for now its all the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
I been numbing out my aches

Baby girl i feel alone
I been thinkin bout u when im low
I feel like ive lost everything
I feel like i am dead within

Baby girl i feel alone
I make it worse when i am smoking dope
I feel like ive lost everything
Im crying with lil sedative tn8

Girl i never feel at home
Im acting strong but i just cant go on
I wish that i could make u see
I wish that you could make me feel again

Oooo
I feel so lonely
Oooo
I feel alone