Lyrics When I’m Alone - Post Malone

We made a pact, you'd take me back, always, again
I'm bleeding out, I need you now, can't let you win
I want it all, I want it all, I push so hard, I break it
My only home went down in smoke
It's bittersweet, I taste it

So, are you lonely? 'Cause I'm healing slowly
In a moment, your memory is fading on me
Got no expectations now that I'm forsaken
Let's see what I'm made of, find out if I can take it, now

When I'm alone, pretend I'm letting you go
Just tell me who to blame
For this
When waking up, feels like a punch in the gut
Just tell me, who's to blame
For this?

All I wanted was a piece of decent on the side
When we go to bed, she be creeping on my side
I was drinking all day, I let her spend the night
When I took her home, she left something in my ride, in my ride

Damn!

Then my baby found out now I'm living in a hotel, living in a hotel
Ain't that bad, I got room service living in a hotel, living in a hotel
What your life like? Need a lifeline right now
99 nights tryna get my mind right now
Life is sour, even when I'm in the limelight now
But I try somehow

When I'm alone, pretend I'm letting you go
Just tell me who to blame
For this
When waking up, feels like a punch in the gut
Just tell me, who's to blame
For this?