Lyrics Alive or Dead? - Prince Borii

I feel the earthquake
Mind trembling with fear
Second-guessing every second
Doesn't feel I'm really here
My heart aches
Every day I shed a tear
Always on a fucking search for friends
That aren't even there
It feels fake
Seems I'm about to disappear
Like the little boy Casper
I'm a ghost but breathing air
My soul shakes
Begging for some care
All I really want is love but love is what I fear
Love brings loyalty but loyalty breaks
Love brings honesty but honesty flakes
Love brings love but the love turns to hate
Love brings pain and the pain never fades
Put a pistol temple to my temple
Make the pain go away
Rain rain go away
Don't come back another day
Drugs take the pain away
Dreams make me feel a way
Addicted to the joy
Of feeling like a-okay
Drugs make me wanna stay
Dreams make me feel awake
Till I open my eyes
Here comes another fucking day
Looking so petrified
Tears fill into tides
Tides turn to waves
A wave that no one trynna ride
Drake said to look alive
I said to look inside
Down where my heart resides
Do you see any life
Tic Toc my time up
Click-clack my mind pop
Lean back I'm lined up
Pitch black the sky is dark
Drip drop the blood falls
Flip flop the light calls
I reach the shine dulls
This is how death calls
This is how death calls
This is how death calls

Am I dead or alive there are voices in my head
Saying I should do better, the worst has come instead
Am I dead or alive there are voices in my head
Saying I should do better, the worst has come instead
Am I dead or alive there are voices in my head
Saying I should do better, the worst has come instead
Am I dead or alive there are voices in my head
Saying I should do better, the worst has come instead