Lyrics A Road Of Nothing - Private Paul

Do you believe you still possess the ability to be happy?
No. I know that sounds weird cause I'm like half smiling right now
I don't, right now. Maybe there's a way to get it back but I
No. I don't think I can experience joy
I loved life. And something one day just kinda
Clicked and it was a steady down, down, down
Down and trying to hide it. You know
Cus' you don't really know that you're going down until people
You're realising you're not happy with anything
Like nothing makes you happy
You used to be happy all the time
And now everything that made you happy is just tiresome
Which rеally is scary to think how the future is
One of thе worst things for me to do
Because I'm convinced
And all I see is usually just a road of nothing. Nothing
Just every morning, the same sun
Coming through the same window, at the same time
To wake you up to the same day, of the same pain
With the same extreme boredom, of the same frustrations
You see where this goes. And so I'm trying really hard not, not to
I'm trying to find a way to be comfortable with the present
Because I'm not. I'm not comfortable with the present
I'm not comfortable with the past
I'm definitely scared to death of the future