Lyrics Only Way Is Up - Problematic

The first day we met, I sensed a connection
I glare in my eyes looking at your reflection
Never thought I'd ever show this much affection
Your love is spreading through my body like an infection
Words can't describe what I'd do for you
I would lie for you, I would die for you
I was stranded in the cold then you helped me through
These demons in my mind always changed my mood
Didn't have a stable home but you let me in
Your life even with the dreaded past I've been
One day I wanna marry you and raise a kid
Simple kiss of your lips make my heart all bend
I had to make a choice it was drugs or her
Dark side of my brain said don't put her first
Positivity's a monster the evil dispersed
I'm ready for a change alter ego immersed
I feel the pressure tighten in the back of my spine
If loving you is wrong I don't wanna be right
Keep hearing critics saying I was stupid to try
But a star needs all the darkness in order to shine
When I'm about to collapse she's my stabilizer
Ride til we die I'm so glad I found her
Loyalty is rare she my tranquilizer
Very sensitive for the one's around her
What's a movement when there isn't even one to make?
What's a promise when it's something I continue to break?
That was then this is now I'm still sticking with fate
Pray to God everyday for blessing my way
My girl my world can't survive without you
Permanent forever like a tattoo
We fight we hate we laugh we make up
Made it out the struggle now the only way is up

She keeps me eating healthy in the kitchen she's a beast
Every night I lay my head right beside me when I sleep
You were with me at the bottom now the only way is up
Wanna cherish every moment and don't ever let it stop
Life can take you by surprise can't predict where you'll be headed
On the road to Armageddon only focus on the presence
Time is truly such an essence so make sure that you don't waste it
Turn your dream into reality the glory I can taste it

Constantly at war with the person in the mirror
Running out of time is the only thing I fear
Blood pressure boiling someone get me out of here
It's a dark scary place when Lucifer appears
Despite of my image you were there by my side
Didn't take me as a gimmick always ready to ride
The type to mind your business I can see them starry eyes
Don't take anything for granted just follow your pride
Felt a knife in my back every time I lied
My pen bleeds the truth with every sentence
We looking like 94 Bonnie and Clyde
Won't conduct to no scandal like Hilary Clinton
Only views they'll receive is an album by Drake
They ain't walked in our shoes or exhibit the pain
Walk a mile in my chucks bet you turning away
When it rained it would pour but girl you remained
I was broke in the gutter not a cent to my name
A bad reputation and a whole lot of shame
Your smile's irresistible you answered my prayers
Through the thick and the thin never showing despair
We're about to take charge you're my number 1
I'm sorry for my actions the stupid shit I've done
Hoping you forgive me and together we move on
We have come too far from our battles overcome
Persistent on a mission plus I always had a vision
Following my heart cause it was my intuition
Confidence has risen like a drug I am addicted
Cause without you I am nothing I can't even stand to mention
My girl my world can't survive without you
Permanent forever like a tattoo
We fight we hate we laugh we make up
Made it out the struggle now the only way is up

She keeps me eating healthy in the kitchen she's a beast
Every night I lay my head right beside me when I sleep
You were with me at the bottom now the only way is up
Wanna cherish every moment and don't ever let it stop
Life can take you by surprise can't predict where you'll be headed
On the road to Armageddon only focus on the presence
Time is truly such an essence so make sure that you don't waste it
Turn your dream into reality the glory I can taste it