Lyrics Out My Mind - Problematic

I've been losin' my mind, for no reason
I look around, ain't nothin' been appealin'
My ex-girl, already with a new man
Out with the old, had to formulate a new plan

I'm in your head, like lobotomized surgery
I need meds, it never did occur to me
I lay in bed, it's been non-stop worrying
Out of this world, like a damn barbarian

I need a girl wit' a fat ass, like J-Lo
Rollin' up the green, so sticky, like Playdough
Only thing I murder, that ink, I'm a lyricist
Pick apart my thoughts, they're dark, and mysterious

Cheated, mistreated, that's not alright
Shame on me, for believin' your lies
May have turned me bitter, but I'm focused on the mission
I've been livin' with no limits, take a look in my eyes

Beast mode
Know I did it on my own, no cheat codes
I should probably take a break, and deload
I've been praying, everyday
Tim Tebow

Ain't never been the same, since a heartbreak
Gave you all of my love, from a hard place
Then you play with my emotions, like a card game
Now, I'm screamin', "Fuck you!", from all the pain that I felt
Breakin' down in the hallway

I don't even know who I am no more
Don't wanna go outside, cause it's far from the norm
Gotta wear a mask, if it don't start a war
We're like puppets on a string, to the government conform

Need to wake up
I'ma say it one time, for the people
Like, a chemical imbalance, it's dangerous
But, we're all created equal
Think about it, for a second

I might snap, any minute, I'll attack, and replenish
I've been stacking the odds, so immaculate with it
I've established a presence, have been slacking, and sinning
Pray to God that I make it out, actually winning

I adapt with precision, and attract what you're missing
Got a tendency of blowin' up that tunnel vision
I stand behind my bars, like a convict living
If you wanna intervene, that's a suicide mission

I wouldn't wish the worst upon my enemies
But, I've been fighting demons, endlessly
Hopin' maybe, someday, they'll remember me
I am not the only one that's going insane

Aye-oh!
I've been losin' track of time
Simply out my fuckin' mind, I know
Aye-oh!
Tell me what is going on?
I'm out my mind

I've been goin' to the gym, need discipline
I found the remedy, now everybody listenin'
From California, all the way to Michigan
Never lose sight, got my eye up on the Benjamins

Ride around with a flow, so dirty
Self sabotage, feelin' unworthy
Think I need to slow down, really 'bout to burnout
Bashing my head off the wall, you ain't heard me

Bruise deep, only thing I murder is the loose leaf
Lose sleep, hyperventilating, buckle up, no car seat
Punchlines, probably hit you harder than some concrete
Know they dependin' on me, like Two Feet

'Bout to go bananas, like Donkey Kong
All eyes on me, Machiavelli
Really wonder how much longer, I can Stay Strong
Your career fell off, R-Kelly

Had to go revisit, my past
Remind myself, I ain't finna relapse
Here's a message to anybody hatin'
Y'all payin' my bills, I could never be mad
Give a fuck, if I ever win a Grammy
Self conscious, aware of my surroundings
Couple screws loose, I was dropped at birth
I'm a little dysfunctional, temper tantrum

I wouldn't wish the worst, upon my enemies
But, I've been fightin' demons, endlessly
Hopin', maybe, someday they'll remember me
I am not the only one, that's going insane

Aye-yo!
I've been losin' track of time
Simply, out my fuckin' mind, I know
Aye-yo!
Tell me, what is going on?
I'm out my mind

Aye-yo!
I've been losin' track of time
Simply, out my fuckin' mind, I know
Aye-yo!
Tell me what is going on?
I'm out my mind