Lyrics Ender's Song - Professor Shyguy

Playing or Learning, tricky not discerning
Living for the stats I′m earning
I get the shake-up every time I wake up
Never settled always turning
Will I ever be the warrior you need?
You've tested me before
And I′ve made them bleed
(I can't tell if they're coming or running away)
(Don′t know if they′re coming or running away)
The choices that you gave me were never really mine
And the voices were behaving like they weren't in my mind
The bugger army setting out to swarm me
My bunk mates are more alarming
Grown-ups defend me turning them against me
Everyone is out to harm me
Will I ever be the leader that we need?
I′ve played your game before
To your defeat
(I can't tell if they′re coming or running away)
(Don't know if they′re coming or running away)
The choices that you gave me were never really mine
And the voices were behaving like they weren't in my mind
Determination and Coordination
Sitting safe in my space station
Every time I win
Every time they defend
(Defend) against me and my kind
Just miss my sister Valentine
I won't let the world
Destroy my little girl