Lyrics Hesitation Marks - Pyrophoria

She caught me trying to fill the empty bed
With empty people that I never kept
The compromise that was left unsaid
The quiet that struck when they left
She said the hate was in my head

I put the knife back into the wound from before
She couldn't touch me there anymore
I watched her collect her things
Waver at the door
I didn't have to ask what for

I told her she could leave her keys
In the door when she left
I told her promises were never meant to be kept
That we were makeshift together at best

I told her she could wring out all of the nights when she slept
In my arms as I wept
I drove into my skin until everything bled
I haven't amounted to anything yet

I am damaged beyond what anyone can see
She said that she can only blame me