Lyrics Paradox - Pyrophoria

I went off into the night again
No one forgives me when I have sinned
I am a paradox
Leading The blind to believing

They found me Screaming
About the violent feeling
The voice fell off like a spirit leaving
The ash Seeps out of my being

Tell me something wild you did
Tell me something you'd never miss
If you and I weren't caught up in this

I was wrong to ever assume
The darkness seduces as it bleeds through
The stitch, the resurrected wound
I opened up again and bled
"Carry on," is what they said
I hold the gun against my head

Tell me something wild you did
Tell me something you'd never miss
If you and I weren't caught up in this
If I could I'd do it all again

I call out to no one again tonight
I was wrong to ever get it right
"Drown it out," said the voice inside

I don't care anything about being alive.