Lyrics Seeing Red - Pyrophoria

I've got a head on my shoulders today
I've got knees and toes and a blade
Is that the phrase
I've got bloody knuckles to your face
I've got the predator in a cage
And voices in my head, I'm afraid
Years worth of rage
I said to not come out and play

When they said follow your dreams
They weren't talking about me
My life was plan B
My life was a plea
My life under siege
I drown when I'm asleep
Who am I now that you've gone too deep

I never wanted the upkeep
Who am I now that you're so sweet
Lost in the street
Lost to the grief
I've got a head on my shoulders still, I think