Lyrics Screaming Inside - RCBros

(Blackie in this bitch)

Some words I had stuck in the back of my head
Reckless may need a bit of space on that fucking track
Yo, nowadays I go to such an extent
And say things that I haven't meant
To fast I take a wrong stand
And you asked me things I myself don't understand
I myself can't comprehend
And it doesn't seem to find an end
Godsend How the fuck did I deserve this girlfriend
We Intend, she depend and I utterly offend
These things are going to get better
I am inside writing a love letter
Wearing her gift that warm soft sweater
Is it too late now to try to go get her?
Some storms are brewing
Clouds keep forming and moving
But I only see you in my head an illusion
I left don't know what I'm doing
Can't go back too late for undoing
At your doorstep It's fate I am pursuing
But sometimes I'm mad
Cause I feel like a nomad
But it's not so bad just a tad
But it's so sad and I'm not glad
That we often times go too far
You aren't just a page in my memoir!
You could fill a stage that's for sure
How could I fool you I really don't get it
But you stayed cool and we actually made it
If I would've reviewed you
I would've mentioned too
That I was the fool subdoing you
It's all so new
Maybe thing's we will grow into
All these places we will see along the way
All the faces we will meet on our play
Then freeze time for a sec
And inspect the shit that had an effect
Disrespect that also has left for the dead
Reckless resurrected

Young Blackie, yeah, ah
Back on my Bullshit, let that dope hit
Get em fucking swishers lit
Line my wrist, Spit my shit
I'll never quit
Need to get out my toxic hometown
Mofuckers be hypocrites were I live
Dope sick, Manic, Panicked, no eat, no sleep
Close to my breaking point I gotta admit
I'm fucking losing it all the time
This ain't no living I been playing with that knife
Put it in my chest and then call it quits
Voices screaming in my head need some to cool it
Ten xans to the face, always on a chase to reach outer space
I put my ace on the table Reckless snort that shit away
Get the fuck out my sight i ain't playing boy, bitch
Still Young Blackie always gotta fight the urge
To fuck up and end it midway (Fuck!)

Damn, I was born to shine
But until now i was kept in line
Now is the fucking time
To pick myself up, get me high and stay on my grind, bitch

Damn, I was born to shine
But until now i was kept in line
Now is the fucking time
To pick myself up, get me high and stay on my grind, bitch