Lyrics MindVMe - ROMderful

You couldn't see it how I see my life from my perspective
Memories recollecting, darkest
Moments where my demons keep on
Intercepting, I think I'm good I'm just a good
Mess man I couldn't tell you where my head is,
Try to level off and stay consistent,
Focused on living I mean I'm really on a mission,
Should see the should on my left I swear it's burning wisdom,
But the angel on my right tell me to keep my eyes on just this vision.
Wait.
What?
Where'd the people go that said that I wouldn't?
When I dropped out of uni told me I was foolish?
Who picked me up when I was in my feelings?
When I had dreams way to explicit to discuss the meanings,
Can't tell you everything just know the rope weren't strong
Enough, kept waking up and thinking I ain't dreaming long enough.
Watch how the mood changes,
End to end with it gettin happy it's a new day,
Then mad because I broke into a fiver for some loose change,
Mood swingin and it's hittin harder every time it gets
Me, got nothin that can fill me everyday I just feel empty.
Am I the one who's losing out?
Am I the one who looks outside myself and views it like a movie now?
Do I enjoy the pain and entertainment?
Am I the only one who sleeps in this bed that I lay in?
Cuz someone's snorin in it,
Had the map for exploring nature like one of Dora's
Missions, everybody let's go just me and my personalities.
Happy, mad and lovesick in myself,
They all come after me,
Why is it I lose when my emotions start attacking me?
I just let 'em win passively