Lyrics 103 Mentality - Ragnar Zolberg

will you always be there watching over me?
will you? I asked a long time ago
'cause it's hurting, now it's hurting from the deepest root
I'm lost in a maze of my own thoughts

sometimes I start to miss myself
what am I supposed to do then?
can't control anything in this storm
it starts to spin around and carries me to the unknown

take me by the hand
walk me up the stairs
with angels and candle lights
everything that I like
but something follows me
and kicks me to the floor
I try to call for help
but you already walked away

I'm breathing, at least it feels like I am breathing now
but how should I know, I'm just a boy in a room
I'm feeling, I guess I'm feeling something everyday
but how would I know, I'm just a boy anyway

something's behind me
kicks me to the floor
I try to call for help
but you already...
it pulls me by the hair
and throws me down the stairs
it leaves me shuts the door
leave! cannot take anymore
I shiver to my core
ready for the war
or as much as a boy could be
'cause you already went away