Lyrics Failed Prodigy - Ragnar Zolberg

I gave up trying to figure out where my head is at all the time
it's ever non-present
dreaming my way around

the lens I view my life through
now covered in dust
the future looks blurrier than it did last century

but it's ok and it's alright
it's just not how I pictured it
but everything is just the way I made it to be

I am just a boy I live my life
always on the edge but I survive
taking what I can
using what I've got
still playing my part
I am just a boy I live my life
according to my needs and my desires
taking what I can
using what I've got
still playing my part

sometimes in jealousy
I think I'm better than
but it's short lived mania and I remember again

what's hunting me, what I don't have
I sacrificed for mental health
and all that really matters are the people I love

I am just a boy I live my life
always on the edge but I survive
taking what I can
using what I've got
still playing my part
I am just a boy I live my life
according to my needs and my desires
taking what I can
using what I've got
still playing my part

I've always searched for something
but never searched for what I've become

I am just a boy I live my life
always on the edge but I survive
taking what I can
using what I've got
still playing my part
I am just a boy I live my life
according to my needs and my desires
taking what I can
using what I've got
still playing from my heart

oh I am just a boy
always on the edge but I survive
taking what I can
using what I've got