Lyrics Disparity - Rapbaum

Been so long I been trying to find another way
Gotta find a better way
I done tried so many ways
Sing some songs but we cannot get past the refrain
Act like it won't be the same
But the cycle goes again
I don't know
At what point it's just insanity
Searching for some clarity
Tired of disparity
Far from home
When I used to find it in your hands
Used to brush mine through your hair
Now I cannot feel you there

Hollow deep inside
Running from my mind
Ironic cause my mind stay running mostly all the time
I been trying to figure out
How to go about
The journey that we on with all this baggage that we shlep around
Love pumping through my ventricles
I been stuck like tentacles
Whisky, I'll take ten a those
Pretend it won't upend it all
But you and I already know
Really one way this gonna go
Only question that remains is how long we going take to fold
It's
Always the same exact
Yet we remain intact
Every time we bout to split we end up bouncing back
I proceed to ask you
What you think of that
She say we need to stop because the damage gonna last
So then we agree
To go our separate ways
I turn to leave the house but we both know that I'm gonna stay
It's the things you do to me, I don't know what I could say
both aware that we need space but that's the one thing we won't take

Been so long I been trying to find another way
Gotta find a better way
I done tried so many ways
Sing some songs but we cannot get past the refrain
Act like it won't be the same
But the cycle goes again
I don't know
At what point it's just insanity
Searching for some clarity
Tired of disparity
Far from home
When I used to find it in your hands
Used to brush mine through your hair
Now I cannot feel you there