Lyrics i swear - Raysawn

Omg, I just see u in my dreams again
I'm tired of talking about this shit
Just come with me so we can win
But ima rockstar (Yeah)
They don't like the way that I be living
But ima keep on doing me
I cannot stop it ain't no quitting
I'm just tryna see the sunny days
I'm tired of all the rain (Woah)
And all that love I gave 'em brung me pain (Woah)
Shit changed me, ima different type of man now
Cried so much u would think this shit is rain tho
Unresolved traumas that I'm solving as a man (Woah)
I'm just by myself in this shit, do u understand?
Cuz the shit that I need help with u wouldn't understand
So just leave me alone and just go head with ya plans
Omg sawn what the fuck did u just really do?
I got blood on my hand did it come from me or u?
I'm having suicidal thoughts
I'm starting to thinking that it's true
I'm so tired of feeling stuck
I might just fuck around and shoot
And they don't know the half
Whole time I be saying I'm happy but I'm feeling sad
Emotions they be temporary u know they don't last
Cuz after I be in my bag, I fuck around and laugh
Ouu, woah, woah, woah
She said what's controlling u?
Bitch I don't even fucking know
Sometimes I be on autopilot
So my mind just be on go
Omg I'm feeling so sick
To my stomach it's hitting me
Cuz I just seen some shit u don't wanna see
And if I just tell them
I swear they wouldn't even believe
And hopefully I can just get out of my head
Cuz if I don't I swear I might just end up dead
Omg, I just see u in my dreams again
I'm tired of talking about this shit
Just come with me so we can win
But ima rockstar (Yeah)
They don't like the way that I be living
But ima keep on doing me
I cannot stop it ain't no quitting bitch