Lyrics told myself - Raysawn

Trying so hard to let it go, knowing that I just can't
You so regular now, u ain't nothing but a fucking fan
And if I lose it's ok cuz I'm just gonna go again
Until I win, so this shit can't stop no it can't end
Beep, hold on, beep, beep I keep on hearing it in my sleep (Okay)
And she said she so innocent, but I'm knowing she just a freak
Cuz, when she sent them messages she sounded so sweet
And, she said "sawn u know nobody better than me"
Told myself I'm tired of feeling this way
I gotta get out my bag
Had to realize I was letting these people do me wrong
And treat me bad
A lot of lessons that i learned and mistakes from the past
Had to really slow it down, cuz I was just going too fast
So if I did u wrong yea I swear I'm just sorry
Cuz I was hurting too so my vision was blurry
And my mind was in that chaos swear I was worried
Had me thinking any day now I could get buried
Now I'm just on a mission
I work and I flip it, u know that I'm staying consistent
And, she love when I hit it, she saying that she miss it
She all on my neck get the kissing (What)
What did u say?
I was all in my head, I swear I don't even listen
With one look in your eye
I swear I can read u and tell u all the shit that u missing
Woah, woah, woah
Tell me something that I don't know
Like what be going thru ya mind daily
That is something I wanna know
Trying so hard to let it go, knowing that I just can't
You so regular now, u ain't nothing but a fucking fan
And if I lose it's ok cuz I'm just gonna go again
Until I win, so this shit can't stop no it can't end