Lyrics Detached - Realism

Oh it's always lovely falling in love with pain
It's all that I've known since when I was a kid I was a kid
Quiet on the outside but deep within there's chaos
Deep within I'm detached

I just need to see the pain
Cut myself again with blades
I just need to see the pain
Oh I'm detached again oh I'm detached

What they need it's my feelings left me too hurt
I'm not me when I'm in my head my head don't work
I'm just lost yeah I'm just lost yeah uh yuh
I feel nauseous I feel nauseous yuh aye

They just stole my thoughts somehow
Fuck these drugs I put them down
They won't heal my fiend revealed

Oh it's always lovely falling in love with pain
It's all that I've known since when I was a kid
It's been embedded inside of my soul
Quiet on the outside but deep within
There's chaos destroying my name
There's chaos destroying my name

I just need to see the pain
Cut myself again with blades
I just need to see the pain
Oh I'm detached again oh I'm detached