Lyrics Insightful Excursions (feat. benjamin.) - Reece Rowan

I see you
Spinning a lie
Walls will come
To say hi
Tomorrow I'll ask myself why, oh why
Tomorrow I'll ask myself
I find myself tomorrow asking why even I did it
Why at a certain point I didn't just quit it
Or if I did anything fucked cause I don't remember shit
Or why my legs hurts and I can't do nothin else but sit
My brain is racing with faceless faces in strange places
That NBOME I should have seen the lace traces
Oh, I've never felt this way before
I should've never gone back
And I've never felt so alive
I've never felt so alive
And at the same time so dead
I love it on outside
But I hate it in my fucking head
I've never felt so alive
And at the same time so dead
I love it on outside
But I hate it in my fucking head
But I hate it in my fucking head
But I hate it in my fucking head
Am I ready for this
Think of all the people I'm not ready to miss
Drop it now I'm known for immense remiss
Another one down and the mystery is
Can I survive in eternal abyss
Everything's better when I reminisce
Better when quiet and feeling amiss
Think about this are you ready for this
I'll be better for this
I'll be greater for this
I'll be later for this
I'll be hated for this
I'll be hated faded paint a target on my back
Burning bridges and I'm never coming back
Never coming back, never coming back
Never coming back, never coming back
Never coming back, never coming back
Never coming back, never coming back
I see you
Spinning a lie
Walls will come
To say hi
Tomorrow I'll ask myself why, oh why
Tomorrow I'll ask myself
There was a time where I thought that I couldn't run
No flare and shine so what I brought was nothing fun something dumb
In the way that I was thinking might as well just stick to drinking
But my mind was never linking 'bout the painting in my
Brain, mundane
My mind, contains
The way, to get rid of my past life
Regretting my past strife and when they ask how I live my life
I reply try to survive and be alive feeling nothing in my numb mind
Come find me
Some blind me
None bind me
I've never felt so dead
But I've still never ever fled
I've never felt so alive
But at the same time so dead
I love it on outside
But I hate it in my fucking head
I've never felt so alive
I've never felt so alive
I've never felt so alive
But at the same time so dead
Yo, I've been patiently waiting on getting famous
And raising my intuition and taking time on this mission
I know what you been thinking but listen to what you're making
And that's a dumb fucking vision will never come to fruition
Tell me what's your intention
I would rather not mention
You only raise my suspicion
Okay you best pay attention
Cause I know you feel the tension
You'll never be musician
I got a plan I never felt so in demand in my life
I'm in command and this will strife it will disband by the end
I'll always have a hand in your power
And every single man scour
And they can try for an hour
To try and dodge an encounter
I'll tower with power over every fucking coward
They'll try to quiet me down I'm only getting louder

They're only getting louder
The thoughts in my head and the people outside
I hate it in my fucking head, It's too fucking loud
But when you learn to embrace the voices you understand who you can truly become
And you fucking evolve
Not into who they want you to be, but into who you want to be
Make the voices form you not the other way around
Only then
Only fucking then can you understand the insightful excursions
Only love yourself and hate the people who don't want you to