Lyrics Pain (feat. XAY) - Reese

Cause fuck the auto tune
I do this shit all on my own
Nobody can tell me shit
Nobody hit my phone
Pain up in my heart
Cause my mind can get so dark
Pain up in my heart
I'm surprised I ain't fell apart
Pain up in my heart
These last months have been so hard
If I'm being honest, my visions not up to par
Blurry visions of the future I'm gon be a star
If I'm being real with you
I'm getting close to god
Change of heart
Switching up
Going dark
Feel like my phone just turned off
Know it's right but I feel wrong
Put my pain into this song
Pray the family get along
I got blessings growing tall
I been looking up to god
Shit been different
Shit been odd
Had to cut a couple off
I guess I just grew apart
Maybe it's a brand new start
Me and XAY
We going far
Chase the bag
That's how I ball
Fuck these mask
I want em off
I been tired
Fuck em all
Hear the pain
Hear the calls
We want change
Cause fuck the cops
Scared to go out
Scared to cough
Pull me over
Body drop
March yo ass to city hall
Hope they have a change of heart
Can't wait till my brother drop
His project up in the fall
Cause we running to the top
Promise I will never fall
If I do
I'll stand up tall
Cause fuck this world
I do this for my ma

(Cause I do this for mama-mama oh)

The pain
The blood
The sweat
The tears
Is bound to cause a state of
Fear
But you
Can not
Endure
The joy
Unless your soul is pure
But when I tend to get in my thoughts (What you do?)
I tend to go look in the mirror (What?)
I notice that there ain't nothing wrong with me
These people move different and all them other niggas weird
I start my ignition, put it in drive and start to steer (Skrt)
Lonely ride with ghosts aside no motherfuckers near
There was nobody with me the last couple of year
Just some loyal family and my brothers that is here
With my explanation, you would think that I was faded
So I don't even bother telling the problems that I'm facing
I was always contemplating on decisions I'd be making but now that I changed it up
My pain faded like it's a painting

Will it fade if I'm high?
Condolences to everything that used to be inside
Why you think that you can't spell pain without an "I"
But "I" is me and "I" is you, don't try to deny
There ain't nothing stopping us like a street with no red lights
Ima always mind you what is right till you realize
You more than a body, couple ligaments, pair of eyes
You can't let your feelings dress you up and give you a disguise
We in the presence of a mad world, do you and go survive
My number one fear is God but my second is I don't try
With the scars that turned permanent made me one hell of a guy
I ain't scared of no death, I ain't scared to die, God in the sky
Hey yo Reese, me and you nigga, we going high
(Hey hey hey)
Hey yo Reese, me and you nigga, we going high
(Hey)
(Hey)