Lyrics Jiggy Boy Letters - Reezy

I been going hard since i was a younging
2Am grinding these niggas they sleepin
Still remember the days with my momma used to sleep in
Told 'em stay solid and these niggas folding
Since i was a kid they couldn't control me
Knew i would be great i grew up seeing kobe
Claiming that they see me,these niggas don't know me
She kinda acting up does this shawty know me
They told me nigga i would never pop
I was down bad in the trenches all my niggas came up
I was lost up in my thoughts i had to tell myself stop
Remember how i called the plug like whens the next drop
Nights after nights everything i did flopped
But now i go harder scream it from the rooftop
All these niggas want the sauce and they trynna easedrop
My nigga bought me nikes brought em in the shoebox
Been stuck up with the hustle look like siamese twins
Big shoutout to my momma everyday she phones in
I been working
I been working
The door wasn't open when i took a step in
They counted me out fore i even started rapping
Was posted in the trenches with them niggas lurking
Hands up knees down i spent time observing
I fight alot of demons each time I'm recording
Everytime they pullout the camera and say cheese
I give a big smile but my heart still bleeds
The streets are cold-hearted leave you in a nosebleed
On the road to redemption always going full speed
I'm just trynna get the bread,fuck the other shit please
Dependent on the pills walked around like zombies
I would say things changed when we hit our twenties
Always had love for the music and the symphonies
Lyrics and the melodies
Always knew what i would be
But really there's no guarantee I'm working like there's two of me
Only fuck with the family
That beefing shit is history
I'm trynna keep my sanity
Fought depression,anxiety
I can't deal with society
They fuck with my sobriety
I can't get it easily,I'm taking that shii violently
No this ain't no rivalry
I'm trynna build a dynasty
Passing down the recipe
To my niggas with loyalty
Clothed me
Took care of me
The mud treated me right it took the pain from me
Catching feelings no it ain't the same with me
I never did you wrong you playing games with me
Constantly
Thought we'd stay together what a fantasy
Pour my heart up on this rhythm and this poetry
When i need some fucking company
Yours Faithfully
Reezy