Lyrics When I Go Down - Relient K
I'll
tell
you
flat
out
It
hurts
so
much
To
think
of
this
So
from
my
thoughts
I
will
exclude
The
very
thing
that
I
hate
more
than
Everything
is
The
way
I'm
powerless
To
dictate
my
own
moods
I've
thrown
away
So
many
things
That
could've
been
much
more
And
i
just
pray
My
problems
go
away
If
they're
ignored
But
that's
not
the
way
it
works
No
that's
not
the
way
it
works
When
i
go
down
I
go
down
hard
And
i
take
everything
i've
learned
And
teach
myself
some
disregard
When
i
go
down
It
hurts
to
hit
the
bottom
And
of
the
things
that
got
me
there
I
think,
if
only
i
had
fought
them
If
and
when
i
can
Clear
myself
of
this
clouded
mind
I'll
watch
myself
settle
down
Into
a
place
where
peace
Can
search
me
out
and
find
That
I'm
so
ready
to
be
found
I've
thrown
away
The
hope
i
had
in
friendships
I've
thrown
away
So
many
things
that
could
Have
been
much
more
I've
thrown
away
The
secret
to
find
an
end
to
this
And
i
just
pray
My
problems
go
away
If
they're
ignored
But
that's
not
the
way
it
works
No
that's
not
the
way
it
works
When
i
go
down
I
go
down
hard
And
i
take
everything
i've
learned
And
teach
myself
some
disregard
When
i
go
down
It
hurts
to
hit
the
bottom
And
of
the
things
that
got
me
there
I
think,
if
only
i
had
fought
them
Any
control
I
thought
i
had
Just
slips
right
through
my
hands
While
my
ever-present
conscience
Shakes
it's
head
and
reprimands
me
Reprimands
me
Then
and
there
I
confess
I'll
blame
all
this
on
my
selfishness
Yet
you
love
me
And
that
consumes
me
And
I'll
stand
up
again
And
do
so
willingly
You
give
me
hope,
And
hope
it
gives
me
life
You
touch
my
heavy
heart,
And
when
you
do
you
make
it
light
As
I
exhale
I
hear
your
voice
And
I
answer
you,
Though
I
hardly
make
a
noise
And
from
my
lips
The
words
I
choose
to
say
Seem
pathetic,
But
it's
a
fallen
man's
praise
Because
I
love
you
Oh
God,
I
love
you
And
life
is
now
worth
living
If
only
because
of
you
And
when
they
say
that
I
am
dead
and
gone
It
won't
be
further
from
the
truth
When
I
go
Down
I
lift
my
eyes
to
you
I
won't
look
very
far
'Cause
you'll
be
there
With
open
arms
To
lift
me
up
again
To
lift
me
up
again
1 The One I'm Waiting For
2 Be My Escape
3 High of 75
4 I so Hate Consequences
5 The Only Thing Worse Than Beating a Dead Horse Is Betting on One
6 My Girl's Ex-Boyfriend
7 More Than Useless
8 Which to Bury; Us or the Hatchet?
9 Let It All Out
10 Apathetic Way to Be
11 Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
12 Maintain Consciousness
13 This Week the Trend
14 Life After Death and Taxes (Failure II)
15 When I Go Down
16 Mmhmm
17 The Truth
18 Be My Escape (Acoustic)
19 I so Hate Consequences (Live at Capitol Studios)
20 Which to Bury: Us or the Hatchet (Acoustic)
21 Who I Am Hates Who I've Been (Acoustic)
22 The Thief
23 Manic Monday
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