Lyrics It's Not The Same Anymore - Rex Orange County
I'll
keep
the
pictures
saved
in
a
safe
place
Wow,
I
look
so
weird
here
My
face has changed
now
It's
a big
shame
So
many
feelings,
struggling
to leave
my
mouth
And
it's
not
that
rare
for
me
to
let
myself
down
In
a
big
way
But
I
had
enough
time
and
I
found
enough
reason
to
accept
that
It's
not
the
same
anymore
I
lost
the
joy
in
my
face
My
life
was
simple
before
I
should
be
happy,
of
course
But
things
just
got
much
harder
Now
it's
just
hard
to
ignore
It's
not
the
same
anymore
It's
not
the
same
anymore
It's
not
the
same,
but,
it's
not
a
shame
'cause
I
spend
a
long
time
putting
up
with
people
Putting
on
my
best
face
It's
only
normal
when
you
stop
things
in
the
wrong
way
It's
only
four
o'clock
and
still,
it's
been
a
long
day
I
just
wanna
hit
the
hay
People
knocking
on
me
like
every
day
I'm
tired
of
taking
stress
If
only
there
could
be
another
way
I'm
tired
of
feeling
suppressed
And
when
they
want
me
the
most
I'm
tired
of
acting
like
I
care,
but
I
do
And
I
can't
wait
to
hit
the
bed
But
tomorrow
makes
me
scared
'Cause
it's
not
the
same
anymore
I
lost
the
joy
in
my
face
My
life
was
simple
before
I
should
be
happy,
of
course
(of
course)
But
things
just
got
much
harder
Now
it's
just
hard
to
ignore
It's
not
the
same
anymore
(it's
not
the
same)
(It's
not
the
same)
(It's
not
the
same)
It's
not
the
same
anymore
(it's
not
the
same)
(It's
not
the
same)
(It's
not
the
same)
(It's
not
the
same)
(It's
not
the
same)
(It's
not
the
same)
I
kept
the
feelings
inside
I
open
up
when
shit
gets
built
up
this
high
She
makes
it
easy
to
cry
The
words
fall
out
of
me
and
there's
no
more
disguise
I
miss
the
days
when
I
was
someone
else
I
used
to
be
so
hungry
Right
now,
my
stomach's
full
of
air
And
I've
spent
many
months
just
hating
on
myself
I
can't
keep
wishing
things
will
be
different
Or
leaving
problems
on
the
shelf
I
wish
I
didn't
need
to
get
help
But
I
do
But
I
do
I've
been
so
hard
on
myself,
yeah
Even
my
family
can
tell
And
they
barely
saw
what
I
felt
I
wouldn't
wish
this
on
my
enemy
or
anyone
else
It's
not
the
same
(It's
not
the
same)
(It's
not
the
same)
It's
not
the
same
as
before
It's
not
the
same
anymore
And
it's
fine
because
I've
learned
so
much
from
before
Now
I'm
not
sure
on
advice
There's
no
excuses
at
all
No
point
in
feeling
upset
Won't
take
my
place
on
my
floor
I'll
stand
up
straight
like
I'm
tall
It's
up
to
me,
no
one
else
I'm
doing
this
for
myself
It's
not
the
same
anymore
It's
better
It
got
better
It's
not
the
same
anymore
It's
better
Yeah,
yeah
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