Lyrics Monsters - Rhxs

How can I save myself from all these monsters
How can I save myself from all these monsters

You like to sniff white lines
And then you start to act all fake
And I can't deal with all that shit there ain't no way it's taking place
I'd rather die than say my grace
I'm just a fucked up waste of space
And you see me I'm just a realist
And a stoner when I bake
You're just a faker and a hater and you're definitely a Jake
Me I'm just layered like a pizza and I'm definitely stone baked
Yeah Mary Janes up in the manner
Smoking bowls all full of canna
Got a spliff in my bandana
And I don't play Tony Montana
I've Got the tools and you're a spanner
I'm On my p's and Q's and grammar
Devil thoughts they make me stammer
Look in the mirror see doppelgänger's
I'm In the closet just like a hanger
I don't know how the fuck I've managed
Feeling scared and lost and damaged
I'm broken down feel disadvantaged

How can I save myself from all these monsters
How can I save myself from all these monsters

It's irrelevant how many times that I've looked in the mirror and hate what I see
Realising that the beast inside is latched onto controlling me
I'm a beast but you are what you eat
And you are what you reap when the demons asleep
So you reap what you sow
The Demon inside starts taking control
So I swallowed my pride
But in that moment the devil he jumped inside
Started telling me all these lies
Like how I should just jump off and die
And how I'm worthless better off dead
This devil inside's controlling my head
Controlling my thoughts
Controlling my breath
If I try switch off
I'm afraid of death

How can I save myself from all these monsters
How can I save myself from all these monsters

That's the drop and I don't wanna miss it
Don't wanna miss it but still a misfit
Hypocrite demons controlling my shit
Suffocating I feel like a sinking ship
I'm drowning in thoughts of bussin that clip
Do not wanna die but I don't want this
And I have tripped before just not like this
It goes to my mind puts my brain to a blitz
And I will not give up and I will not quit
Look I'm in bits and I've found the abyss
And I'm scared of my thoughts and the demons within
Feel like the devil inside will win
So many feelings of bussin that clip
Two shots to my brain and it ends all this
Two shots just ends all this

How can I save myself from all these monsters
How can I save myself from all these monsters