Lyrics Childhood Friend - Rob Zilla

Dear Childhood Friend

Reminiscing the good and the bad I get this ugly feeling
Every time I think about it I start to question intentions
Why did you walk alone?
Why don't you ask for help?
Soon I came to realize that you're lower than orion's belt
My only witness is the moon herself even she will shed some light without being compelled, but
Nobody knows the truth cause you twist them words right?
Turning my own against me gave me darker insight, I quote
"Life is like a two sided mirror don't let your eyes be deceived
It may look good my dude till you see behind the scenes
No surprise if they lie to get where they want to be
It's a shame on their part but remember you are the enemy"
Forgive & forget, is long gone out the window
I'm constantly reminded by the unspoken memento
I hope you're hearing me from every multi universe
Cause this won't amount to a grain of salt in other words
I'm the reason
Why you had prominence
I'm the reason
Why you had confidence
I'm the reason
Why you had people believing you when you didn't believe in yourself lest we forget
I'm the reason
Why you had perseverance
I'm the reason
Why you had relevance
I'm the reason
For any reason being you may be feeling that it's your reason for turning your back on me
But you're the reason why my wings are clipped when I tried to fly
You're the reason why I can not breathe when I sleep at night
You're the reason why my life is fucked & you can't deny that you're the reason why
FUCK YOU
Are the last words I bestow to you
I left a gift receipt in case your feet don't fit the shoes
I'm tired of playing games
I'm tired of all of this
I'm tired of you dude acting like a little bitch, look
This is my closure for all the doors that I left open
It ain't worth it, the thought of you oozes redundance
Silence
Don't start to greasin your lips
I want you to feel every word I wrote for you & nothing less
You're gonna die alone.in the end
For all the bridges that you burn won't be rebuilt again
I hope you read this letter over & over again
With love homie, your childhood friend