Lyrics SEEK AND HIDE - RoseAngeles

One of those nights
Sit up and dream of all the possible ways I could die
Nights are long and full of nightmares
I sit terrified
Will the shovels beat the sun?
But in the night I feel alive
Sit with the demons and we will decide
Making up reasons that we hope suffice
Sit at the table and we roll the dice
Fuck your opinion
We gamble your life
Playing the cards just how we should
Defeating the odds we know that are good
Taking the knife from your back
We know that you would
You get your heart broke you dissociate
Make the one chance you give up the limits you could take

I just wanna fuck myself up
Taking out an army and I never needed back up
Fallen to the ground and I got back
I just wanna fuck myself up
Fuck myself up
Fuck myself up

It's to die
It's to die
It's to die
I just wanna fuck myself up
Getting onto everyone and then you still wanna play by my mind
Running to the corner we play seek and hide

Sit and I race and I pace and I think
Thinking the reasons of needing the will to live
Have none to give
Sit up and dream of all the possible ways I could die
Nights are long and full of nightmares
I sit terrified
Will the shovels beat the sun?
But In the night I feel alive
Sit at the table and we pick the knife and we ending your life
I just wanna fuck myself up
Fuck myself up
I just wanna fuck myself up
Fuck myself up
Said that I wanted to die but I couldn't care less
Even if I wanted too I wouldn't have the balls
Shot in the head and I'm leaving a mess
Back from the dead vendetta to death
Sit and I race and I pace and I think
Thinking the reasons of needing the will to live
Have none to give
Said that I wanted to die but I couldn't care less
Shot in the head and I'm leaving a mess
Leaving the world and I'm leaving them blessed
Back from the dead vendetta to death

It's to die
It's to die
It's to die
Why have you always been fucking with my mind?
Never tell a lie
I want it from your eye
I just wanna fuck myself up
Fuck myself up

One of those nights
Sit up and dream of all the possible ways I could die
Nights are long and full of nightmares
I sit terrified
Will the shovels beat the sun?
But in the night I feel alive
Sit with the demons and we will decide
Making up reasons that we hope suffice
Sit at the table and we roll the dice
Fuck your opinion
We gamble your life
Playing the cards just how we should
Defeating the odds we know that are good
Taking the knife from your back
We know that you would
You get your heart broke you dissociate
Make the one chance you give up the limits you could take

I just wanna fuck myself up
Taking out an army and I never needed back up
Fallen to the ground and I got back
I just wanna fuck myself up
Fuck myself up
Fuck myself up

It's to die
It's to die
It's to die
I just wanna fuck myself up
Getting onto everyone and then you still wanna play by my mind
Running to the corner we play seek and hide

Sit and I race and I pace and I think
Thinking the reasons of needing the will to live
Have none to give
Sit up and dream of all the possible ways I could die
Nights are long and full of nightmares
I sit terrified
Will the shovels beat the sun?
But In the night I feel alive
Sit at the table and we pick the knife and we ending your life
I just wanna fuck myself up
Fuck myself up
I just wanna fuck myself up
Fuck myself up
Said that I wanted to die but I couldn't care less
Even if I wanted too I wouldn't have the balls
Shot in the head and I'm leaving a mess
Back from the dead vendetta to death
Sit and I race and I pace and I think
Thinking the reasons of needing the will to live
Have none to give
Said that I wanted to die but I couldn't care less
Shot in the head and I'm leaving a mess
Leaving the world and I'm leaving them blessed
Back from the dead vendetta to death

It's to die
It's to die
It's to die
Why have you always been fucking with my mind?
Never tell a lie
I want it from your eye
I just wanna fuck myself up
Fuck myself up