Lyrics Genius - Roseblud

Aye bruh it's me again
Calling yo' phone for like the tenth time this week
Aye ima need that feature dawg
Ummmm
You know we DM'd a couple times
Or I DM'd you a couple times
Like 6-7-8 times bro
I just- you know I'm really looking for that feature
I-I it said seen, so I kn- I know you seent it
You gotta tex- you gotta hit me back bro
Cause I- you know I'm wit it
And I'm really fucking with what you got going man
It's just-
I don't know if you not fucking with me
I jus-
I really need that feature dawg
I really need that feature

All of this back and forth
All of this running away from the problem
Who are you acting for
I guarantee there's a few better options
You push it down ignore
You jump from one little thing to the next
Constantly hurt that it wasn't your best
Constantly hurting the ones you caress
But really the truth is
I think you're terrified
Of a life where you no longer bullshit
You can't keep it all inside
When the struggle approaches do you quit
Treat distractions like a warm blanket
On a cold afternoon after a thankless day in a place you hate
I swear
You defeat yourself before anybody else
Even thinks of way to debase your today or erase what you say
Contemplate your mistakes but refusing to change
You stay stuck on this path
Where everything crumbles to pieces around you
And you can't do nothing but sit back and laugh
You blame the world on your pain
Victim every single circumstance
Since someone else is always there to blame
But secretly there's like a hundred pounds
Of feeling, you can't shake the weight of shame
Deep in your stomach
Beyond your analysis
Finish what you start
Professor calamitous

Heard it all before I swear I'm done with your excuses
Told me we could make it work but clearly that's a lie
You talk like a genius but the way you act is stupid
Never good enough to face the world in your own eyes
Heard it all before I swear I'm done with your excuses
Told me we could make it work but clearly that's a lie
You talk like a genius but the way you act is stupid
Never good enough to face the world are you surprised

I believe in you
The mirror getting easier to see into
On my evening's I
Might wanna leave the truth
In the dust behind
Where I'm fleeing to
But this
Honestly feels better
What I needed from me was the courage to go make mistakes
I been craving perfection convinced I ain't had what it takes
And in that pain
And avoidance
Made some of the worst decisions possible
So please

Heard it all before I swear I'm done with your excuses
Told me we could make it work but clearly that's a lie
You talk like a genius but the way you act is stupid
Never good enough to face the world in your own eyes
Heard it all before I swear I'm done with your excuses
Told me we could make it work but clearly that's a lie
You talk like a genius but the way you act is stupid
Never good enough to face the world are you surprised