Lyrics Pillow - Ruuth

Fill the empty space
Let the record play
All this fucking shame
Flush it down the drain
I will drink it all up
Fill my silver cup
Is it clever?
Cause i feel better

So I go another night
Looking for the highs
Hang out with the guys I don't even like
And I drink it all up
Just to make it stop
Will it ever?
Get any better?

What i feel gets way too real when I'm alone
And if my fears are getting real I go out

Again I find myself in the middle
Using company as a pillow
In the quiet I'm insane
Need a crowded place
Let go...

Wanna numb my pain just a little
Using company as a pillow
And I'm shutting off my mind
Just to feel okay
Let go...

Look for remedy in their agony
Love the melody of a fake laugh after
Midnight I make up fill my silver cup
Is it clever?
Cause I feel better

Everytime I try to make a move I end up on the ground
But I don't share that part of me with anyone around me
Wish I had another me
To help me breath more easily

What I feel gets way too real when I'm alone
And if my fears are getting real I go out

Again I find myself in the middle
Using company as a pillow
In the quiet I'm insane
Need a crowded place
Let go...

Wanna numb my pain just a little
Using company as a pillow
And I'm shutting off my mind
Just to feel okay
Let go...

Let go, let go
Let go, let go
Let go, let go
Let go, let go

Let go, let go
Let go, let go
Let go, let go
Let go, let go