Lyrics LET IT OUT - Ryan Oakes

It′s burning deep inside of me
And now I feel the need to let it out, to let it out

I got a couple secrets I been keeping deep inside of a bottle
And if you're lucky they′ll come out if we can get to the bottom
I'm a musician that don't mean that I′m your fucking role model
Man I just wake up hoping that I′m making it to tomorrow

I bite the bullet after every single shot that I take
Russian Roulette but it feels like
The clip was loaded with eight rounds
My body's full of holes and I can′t catch me a break
I'll prolly drive myself insane ′cause I'm afraid of the breaks so I say

Running in circles again
Playing pretend, playing pretend
It′s building deep inside of me
And now I feel the need to let it out, to let it out
Every time I'm home I feel alone
I need to clear my throat and let it out, and let it out

I got some confidential info and you'll need to get clearance
It′s bottled up and I might tell you if we aren′t coherent
I got a dead spirit, I try to revive with these spirits
You couldn't tell if you were next to me just by my appearance

All of my deepest darkest secrets are inside of my lyrics
The scars have healed over that don′t mean they aren't searing
Under the surface I′m not thriving just because my career is
Shit I'll just keep screaming in silence hoping somebody hears it
And I′m saying

Running in circles again
Playing pretend, playing pretend
It's building deep inside of me
And now I feel the need to let it out, to let it out
Every time I'm home I feel alone
I need to clear my throat and let it out, and let it out

Running in circles again
Playing pretend
That I′m alright and I spend all my time wishing that it would end
Playing pretend
Wishing that I could forget

Now I′m running in circles again
Playing pretend
That I'm alright and I spend all my time wishing that it would end
Playing pretend
Wishing that I could forget