Lyrics Like a Dream - Sage Bishop

Hangin on to what I got left
But y'all don't understand all the pain that's in my chest
And mama never cared if I made it out west
She just want some money so that she can smoke her meth

Ain't my place to judge her shit we all just human beings
Maybe I still love her but she far away from me
And my baby brother said he tryna be like me
I know It's hard to recover when that trauma like a dream

Tryna see tomorrow but I'm screaming fuck today
Tryna feed my aura but I struggle with the pain
Tryna see tomorrow but I'm stuck on yesterday
Tryna heal the trauma imma smoke that shit away

Ain't nobody there when you down and need some help
I don't really care if you was there for me or not
I been on my own truthfully since I was 12
Yeah this house ain't a home mom and daddy smokin rock

Contemplate a lot
Like what is a family
Mama blackin out
Overdosed on xanny pills
I been stressing out
Ain't nobody there for me
Grippin on the glock
Losin all my sanity

Hangin on to what I got left
But y'all don't understand all the pain that's in my chest
And mama never cared if I made it out west
She just want some money so that she can smoke her meth

Ain't my place to judge her shit we all just human beings
Maybe I still love her but she far away from me
And my baby brother said he tryna be like me
I know It's hard to recover when that trauma like a dream

Maybe I need faith
But that don't seem realistic
I'm goin insane
You tell me who isn't
Tryna ease the pain
So I'm getting lifted
Love me here today
Make me think you different

I'm just tryna live I ain't never had the chance
Y'all don't see the tears or the blood across my hands
Barely made it here I'm surprised that I can stand
I don't even have no fear they should kill me bout the grams

Music is my drug yeah that's how I cope with life
Maybe you don't get it I been thinking suicide
Ain't no friends or family to hold me when I cry
So I'm struggling alone every mothafuckin night

Hangin on to what I got left
But y'all don't understand all the pain that's in my chest
And mama never cared if I made it out west
She just want some money so that she can smoke her meth

Ain't my place to judge her shit we all just human beings
Maybe I still love her but she far away from me
And my baby brother said he tryna be like me
I know It's hard to recover when that trauma like a dream