Lyrics Adolescence - Saint Mari

I see my idols on my TL
This is who I wanna be, hoping it can go well
But everything is good, but I never pay attention
Hate the simple fact that I never seem to mention
My life is kinda good
Then it goes
Had a couple highs, but I know I had some lows
Every single time, it's like something I don't know
I'm in my state of mind, but it's hard for me to grow
Cause I always wanted more

As a kid
I showed you different
Looking at these pictures, baby girl I'm looking different
Never said a word, no I never showed intentions
Wonder is it real cause I never paid no mind to it
I had to grow up
Learning what I did wrong
We can make this right, feeling like I never been on
I've been tripping
Lately I've been paranoid
Maybe I was thinking, if I fuck up, then we're moving on

I wanna get mom a house
By a lake, with a good view, looking at the stars too
You should've saw me here
This is everything I ever want
I know you're really proud of me
I'm glad I'm here
I wanna get mom a house
By a lake, with a good view, looking at the stars too
You should've saw me here
This is everything I ever want
I know you're really proud of me
I'm glad I'm here

I see my idols on my TL
This is who I wanna be, hoping it can go well
But everything is good, but I never pay attention
Hate the simple fact that I never seem to mention
My life is kinda good
Then it goes
Had a couple highs, but I know I had some lows
Every single time, it's like something I don't know
I'm in my state of mind, but it's hard for me to grow
Cause I always wanted more

Grab the wheel
Push to start
Everything
It's who we are
Grab the wheel
Push to start
Everything
It's who we are