Lyrics Sinking Ship - Saint T

I don't wanna be okay
Just don't let me feel that way, uh
Cuz I am a sinking ship and within due time, I'll be lost and away, uh
And you don't wanna feel insane (you don't)
So my advice is don't stay, uh
Cuz I am a sinking ship and within due time, you'll be lost and away, uh
And I know I gotta kick these habits
Or I might end up damaged
I'm hurting the ones that I love and I couldn't care less 'til they vanish (they're gone)
I've been thinking like I run the planet
Now I revel in mistakes, white rabbit
Cuz I am a sinking ship and I hate this addiction that I can't manage

I lost myself from within this hellhole that I put myself in
I swear I'm invincible, until I'm forced to see that I'm downright selfish
The mirror told me that I'm fucked, I stared in his eyes and he asked me to spell this
D-double O, M-E-D, I can't help myself if I'm helpless
I'm living alone, so fucking broke, I think they might cut off my water
I can't afford bills but I've got the cash for addiction that's making me poorer
This money's been piling up and then spiralling down, like the father taught 'ya
Said I wouldn't end up like him but I'm slowly turning everything into torture
(Easier said than done
Can we just hold on?
Easier said than done
Can we just hold on?)

I don't wanna be okay
Just don't let me feel that way, uh
Cuz I am a sinking ship and within due time, I'll be lost and away, uh
And you don't wanna feel insane (you don't)
So my advice is don't stay, uh
Cuz I am a sinking ship and within due time, you'll be lost and away, uh
And I know I gotta kick these habits
Or I might end up damaged
I'm hurting the ones that I love and I couldn't care less 'til they vanish (they're gone)
I've been thinking like I run the planet
Now I revel in mistakes, white rabbit
Cuz I am a sinking ship and I hate this addiction that I can't manage

Let's take this shit back to the start
Who in the fuck do you think that you are?
Playing with fire but life ain't a game
And you'll see it that way when it rips you apart
When will you stop acting like it's the past?
Blame other people, you broke your own heart
Your final minutes on this earth will surpass
And you'll realise you ain't been moving so smart
I've been thinking that she don't love me
She just loves the way that I stay the same
Stable love is the thing to blame
The cycle repeats and it's every day
To tell the truth, I don't know why she stays
I'm never home cuz I'm always away
Responsibility ain't something I crave
So I'll keep lying 'til the end of days
(Easier said than done
Can we just hold on?
Easier said than done
Can we just hold on?)

I don't wanna be okay
Just don't let me feel that way, uh
Cuz I am a sinking ship and within due time, I'll be lost and away, uh
And you don't wanna feel insane (you don't)
So my advice is don't stay, uh
Cuz I am a sinking ship and within due time, you'll be lost and away, uh
And I know I gotta kick these habits
Or I might end up damaged
I'm hurting the ones that I love and I couldn't care less 'til they vanish (they're gone)
I've been thinking like I run the planet
Now I revel in mistakes, white rabbit
Cuz I am a sinking ship and I hate this addiction that I can't manage