Lyrics Seance - Saleka

I had a dream last night
It rippled through my day
Grandma told me, learn the ragas
Since you don't know how to pray

Baby girl, I left her in September
As time unfurls, it's harder to remember
Kitchen table conversations, hold em tight
Even the story's been, colonized

Two minds and their both left
To-day's an unfinished vignette
It's familiar like a regret
Thought I was moving but I never left no no
I fall in the cadence
Talking bout where it takes me
But I'm only getting
Farther and farther away from me

Forever out of line, having history's a hindrance
Repenting like a crime, any sign of foreign instinct
You were never mine
Neither was the life I'm risking
I'm running out of time, tryna find,
Where's the pride I've been missing

Oh no, only miracle that could save me now is
Go home, let the rhythm break you down
Just hope, when I get there I recognize the sound of
My own voice

I'm my own alibi
We left no trail behind
I'm ready to confide
No other suspect I am the one
Doppler effect coming undone

Two minds and their both left
To-day's an unfinished vignette
It's familiar like a regret
Thought I was moving but I never left no no
I fall in the cadence
Talking bout where it takes me
But I'm only getting
Farther and farther away from

Anywhere that we could be free
I'm afraid of what our fate is
In the uncanny valley
Where I've been living out my days since
Dehydrated we drink mercury
Waiting to feel weightless
Thinking that it's bravest
Give in to the sadists
I don't wanna take this no more

Here's my chance to break abeyance
Desecrate their tableau
Higher powers on hiatus
Use merkaba's window
It's the last reincarnation
For this desperado
Light the incense for the seance
Call back what you let go
What you let go