Lyrics Someone Other Than Me - SalientSongs

Are you trying to make it worth your while
Something about that smile, that gets me every time
Can't even turn around, you made me realize
That I can't leave this town, I'm stuck inside this cycle

Shoot shots at me, reloading like a rifle
Need sleep, OD on NyQuil
Questioning the fucking shit that I do
I'd do this shit to spite you, I'd do this shit to hide you

Don't compare to what I might do, I'm only getting higher
Cause lately I've been sliding, cause lately I've been hiding
Like maybe I don't like this, and don't go acting righteous
I remember when you liked this, I remember when I tried it

Try to finish what you started, no repairing where my heart is
I can try my hardest, no repairing where my heart is
Time to finish what we started, shoot shots like you're a marksman
Time to trek and I know you want it, but maybe I don't

Take a step back, like maybe I won't, but I go back
So maybe I do, take a step forward, so maybe I will
I'm taking your word, let's see what I got in store first
Getting robbed like a store clerk, married to the bank, that's where my heart is

Can't finish it, that's how it started, hate this, it's how I'm regarded
Same stuff that I'm harping, same weight that I'm carrying
Same way that I'm falling, same day it's stalling
Stay away, I'm nodding, best be cautious, I feel nauseous

Only time I'm not this is when I'm distracted
I need to find my distraction, I think I'm out of it
Say it much louder than I'm shouting it
I think I wanna be someone other than me

Tryna find my riposte, tryna find my peace
Tryna find my soul, deep inside I reach
Difference between what you want and what you need
I don't wanna hear what you think

I just wanna preach, sucking dry like a leech
I'm just tryna see, contacting me
Eyes they blink but nothing's inside, behind these eyes
No more trying, I'm ready to fly

So as I ascend, no more friends
What was it worth in the end
Someone, someone, someone other than me