Lyrics Antisocial (Intro) - Salty MC

Antisocial neglect all the texts on my phone
Pumping some A-Wax I'm smoking alone
Running on empty, chest filled up with smoke
Heart full of pain and the room full of ghosts
Hatreds an energy drain and I hate it
Six years later still stuck in the matrix
Sanity left me same day that my mates did
Still in my feelings I'm still get faded
I'm mixing up juice, it's four in the morning
Feels like whenever I fall they applaud it
Numb to my core and I'm nauseous
Am I paranoid or just over precautious?
Guilt on my conscience is breaking my spine
Either way, hypocrite, never take my advice
If I wasn't fried could of saved both your lives
It keeps me awake while I lay there at night
Apologising to the sky for the millionth time
Hearing these voices they say I should die
Make it a hat trick, take my own life .
Got so much to tell youse, could say it tonight
Living to die, don't give me a reason
The summer is scorching the winters are freezing
Deteriorating, I'm bleeding on people
Who stitched up my scars trying to heal me
Maybe i'm trying to push them away
Feel like I'll just hurt them more if they stay
The love people have for me turns into hate
Every time, all my love stories ended the same
One look at your face, was willing to try again
Love nearly killed me, I feel like I'm dying again
Cant explain how I feel but I'm trying
Saw the pain in your smile but you're still trying to hide it
I tried to kiss it away tried to wish it away
How did we end up so distant and strange
This time I don't think it's me that's to blame
I'm trying to change but you treat me the same
Still miss the way that you looked at me
Don't know what changed, swear you just filled my head up with lies
You'd say the word I was booking a flight
I saw the world when I looked in your eyes
Saw the goosebumps when I kissed on your spine
Fucking all night almost missing her flight
Your hips on mine had me hypnotised
Now I'm fading away, tell my people I'm fine
The touch of your skin when I kiss on your face
The look in your eyes when I grip on your waist
All I can do now is miss you in pain
Tried holding you close but you pushed me away

Went ghost now now I'm just left to hope and assume
Back on my ones hearts broken in two
On tour in a hotel room felt like home with you
Went ghost now I'm just left to hope and assume
Back on my ones hearts broken in two
On tour in a hotel room felt like home with you