Lyrics Comedown - Salty MC

Flow too sick I get their heads nodding
Little Simz; I've seen way too many dead bodies
Got the world up on my shoulder's why I'm tense, probably
Heads throbbin' reminiscing 'bout my friends coffin
You've got it twisted if you think I play the victim
Spent my hardest nights alone, barely spoke about it since
This booth and microphone's the only place that's ever felt like home to me
And I've been homesick since falling out with Fith
It ain't beef, we just distant, people change and that's okay
But all this drama in my life got me Home and then Away
Jumping on a cheap flight to another state
Try to live within my means, but I've got expensive taste
Old mates pointing fingers 'til theirs nothing left to blame
But their own selfish mistakes I keep it hundred til the grave
Was it all the shit we went through? Or the drugs that made us change?
Survivors guilt can make or break a man in many different ways
I've got bigger fish to fry, way too much on my plate
Me, my Sister and my Cousins carried Grandma to her grave the other day
Through the mud & pouring rain, while my Mother' pouring tears
Hope it brings the family closer, "What if it don't" is my biggest fear
He took everything I love, the devils boasting in my ear
I'm still striving for the light, finding through hope through all my fear
I remember rock bottom trying to cope by smoking gear
Mixing xanax with the slow, trying to OD like my peers
Sometimes I ask myself, "Am I doing this on purpose
Going round in circles for some content in my verses?"
I know the answers "No." It's just that life is never perfect
Death's thing that's promised, but the world will keep on turning

Fallen angel trying to learn to fly
I can't keep my focus like I hurt my eyes
No more putting ho's on Virgin flights
Trying to fill the void with drugs and sex has only worsened my
Mental state, but it's only me to blame
'Cause it's loneliness and grief that has me coping in this way
I'm obsessive and impulsive, these compulsions keep on crumpling the page
In the chapter of the book that I'm trying to close away
But no matter what can never lose my spine
Til they day you find me posing like I'm crucified
I've been a different man since Drew committed suicide
It's been 5 years and every single day you're on my mind

I don't give a fuck if they don't think it's genuine
We been sharing clothes since Billabong and Element
We were breaking bread before we even got our Centrelink
We were taking drugs before we ever started...
Feel your presence when I write, it's like you never left
Brah I'll miss you my whole life, wish you could resurrect
I know that DB's by your side now, I'm glad that you got company
But without youse both alive, life's been nothing but some fuckery!!
I'm on my ones, I've got no one here to comfort me
There's comfort in the chaos, build a palace out the rubble g
Instagram gangsters, some cunts always trying to trouble me
I ain't losing sleep, they know i'll gut 'em if they come for me.
They lie on beats while playing Hide & Seek
Fuck that, they ain't worth none of my time or speech
Feel like Bobby Shmurda, got No Time To Sleep
They take kindness for some weakness 'til they cry and bleed
Ay
Feel like Bobby Shmurda, got No Time To Sleep
They take kindness for some weakness 'til they cry and bleed
Done.