Lyrics This Time I Choose Myself - Samantha Leah

I love you
But do you love me, too?
I hate you
For what you put me through
Said there′s another lover
Mmm
But you don't have it like we do
Say you′re good for each other
Ohhh
But it ain't magic like we do
I never thought
(Never thought)
That I'd be contemplating
Taking second place and
I′m so distraught
And time is wasting
This time I choose myself
Above all else
This time I choose myself

This time I choose myself
Above all else
This time I choose myself
Above all else
Ohhh

Truth is that I′m really, really happy for you
Truth is that I'm scared
Truth is that I′m really, really happy for you
Truth is I was ill-prepared

Mmmm
Haven't eaten in days
Mmmm
Was it all just a waste?
I can′t help but to feel this way, yeah
I can't help but to lose my faith
′Cause when I love someone
I love 'em strong
With everything that I got
Then I'm the one
Left in the dark
More often than not

Ooo, whoa

This time I choose myself
Above all else
This time I choose myself
Above all else
This time I choose myself
Above all else
This time I choose myself
Above all else

Truth is that I′m really, really happy for you
Truth is that I′m scared
Truth is that I'm really, really happy for you
Truth is I was ill-prepared